With the beginning of the end, we go
back to the beginning.
I started this journey in 1993 and
founded multidimensions.com in 1996.
To review my amazing experience of
documenting my inner guidance, I will begin to post the poems in the order that
they appear on the site.
Hence, I begin at the beginning.
I am posting the poems, and short
stories, because it is vital that we learn multidimensional language.
The communications that we receive
from our inner Multidimensional SELF, who is ALL the higher expression that WE
are, come in the NOW of a flash of light.
This light is best translated in
pictures, physical/emotional feelings, unbidden thoughts, images and metaphors.
Since poetry evokes all of these
reactions, it is one of best ways to receive and understand Messages from our
SELF.
It is easy for us to think that
nothing has changed, but when we go back to 1993,
- WHO were you,
- WHAT were you doing,
- WHERE were we,
- WHEN did we begin to awaken and
- WHY did we
begin to remember?
WHERE IS HOME
There are still many of us who
cannot remember who we are.
We have worn our earthen bodies for
so many eons that we believe we are only physical and that we are limited to
these clay forms until we “die”.
According to the law of free will,
as long as we choose to believe in the illusion of limitation and separation of
the third dimension, that is our only “conscious” experience.
When the reality of our higher
dimensional self became “unconscious,” we forgot that Earth was a schoolroom.
We forgot that we came here to learn
how to be conscious creators through the process of third dimensional
experiences.
However, even though we lost the
memory of our true selves and our reason for coming to this planet, we kept our
higher dimensional powers of manifestation, at least for a while.
All manifestations start a circular
path that eventually returns to the sender.
Therefore, it was dangerous to use
our higher dimensional power from only a third dimensional consciousness, as we
did not retain the higher wisdom and love to balance our power.
Unfortunately, or fortunately, once
we misused our power, we began to lose it.
Then we really WERE “only physical!”
As the collective consciousness of
Earth continued to drop, we plummeted deeper and deeper into forgetfulness.
Before we knew it, we were enmeshed
in the illusions of planet Earth.
Until the collective consciousness
of Earth had again risen to a level where it would be possible to recognize
messages from the higher dimensions, it would be difficult for us to return to
the awareness of our true, Multidimensional SELF.
Earth had so fallen into fear and
superstition that most communications between higher dimensional beings and
those on Earth were greatly misunderstood or distorted.
And so we waited!
Sometimes we hated the wait, and
sometimes we loved it.
We learned that if we forgot about
our higher dimensional Home and the part of us that resided there, we weren’t
so lonely.
Therefore, most of us forgot.
Until…
We would least expect it, as if in a
dream, we would remember something:
- A feeling
- A brief picture
- A certain color
- Or a sound
Then we would become very, very
lonely. We would want to go Home.
But we couldn’t remember where Home
was. We only knew that is wasn’t here.
We only knew that we didn’t fit and
We didn’t want to!
THE DREAM
I gazed on
the glorious being floating just before me. Its light filled the entire room
with a warm radiation.
"Who
are you?" I asked within my heart.
"I am
you, Beloved," was the unexpected reply.
I did not
understand what the beautiful being had said. I was not glorious.
I could not
float in the air as the being before me did, and I definitely did not have
enough light to fill the entire room.
I was just a
regular person with a regular life.
Some days I
felt good, even peaceful, but some days, I felt bad, even tormented.
I did my job
as well as I could and tried to pay my bills on time.
I was a good
citizen.
I had a
family that I loved and friends that cared for me.
However,
sometimes, I was frightened, annoyed, or sad.
No, I was
not special. I was just regular.
"Oh,
but my one," the being interrupted my thoughts, "just regular IS
special."
"What?"
I responded in a somewhat angry and disrespectful voice.
Quickly, I
covered my mouth and muttered an apology.
"You
needn't apologize to me my dear. I am you!"
"No,
I'm sorry," I replied, almost to myself. "I can't believe that.
I cannot
accept that. If I were you, then why would I ever want to be me?"
"I am
very proud to be you. I am very proud of how you have maintained your life
under difficult circumstances.
Life upon
the physical plane can be, and usually is, challenging. And you/I have
maintained a heart that loves."
"A
heart that loves?"
"Yes,
and a mind that thinks.
You, that is
you and I together, have kept our bond, our promise, to remain our SELF in the
face of many temptations that could pull us out of 'being special'."
"Well
yes," I replied as I scratched my chin. "I must say that there are a
million temptations, from choosing to walk to the recycling bin to remembering
to think before I speak.
I guess I do
try, most of the time, to be the best person that I can be."
"Yes,
and all of the time, you are special.
You are
special not just because you try to do your best, but because you have chosen
to leave the form that you see before you, our SELF, and enter into the
experience of physical life."
Now I was
confused. I did not remember making such a choice. In fact, if I could choose,
I would instantly become the glorious being before me.
"Are
you sure?" responded the being, reading my thoughts. "What about your
family, your friends, your work, your planet? Would you not miss them?"
"Well,
yes, I would. I would miss them all very much.
But, if I am
also a being like you, then they must also have a part of them that is like
you. Don't they?"
"Most
certainly," replied the being with a smile so bright that the radiance
extended beyond the walls of the
room until there were no walls and no floor, and here was only light
At first, I
was a bit frightened.
Standing in
the middle of blazing light was not a "regular" occurrence.
The being
gently laughed, "Be not concerned, the room around you, in fact
your entire physical world, still
exists.
However,
your attention is the NOW of my
world, which is of a higher vibration.
"Follow
me," said the being. "There is something I would like you to
see."
The being
led me to a door that seemed to appear from nowhere.
It opened
wide as we approached it.
The being
stepped through the door and beckoned me to follow.
It took a
moment for my sight to clear. Then I
saw it.
Before me
was a vision of my house, my family, and my friends joining
together in friendly communion,
except that everything and everyone was
emanating radiant light.
They all
turned towards me and smiled. Their smiles lit the room even brighter.
"You
have brought your physical awareness," they said as one voice. "We
are trying to bring our physical
consciousness here as well.
Wouldn't it
be
beautiful if
we all could meet here, physical with spiritual, and then return to
Earth?
“Think of
it! Can you imagine the impact it would make if we could link our physical and
spiritual essences to create a continuous flow from Spirit into Matter?"
"I must
be dreaming," I thought out loud. I reached to pinch my arm, but it
looked different.
It was not
hard. I was more like a cloud, a golden cloud.
My hands
were as radiant as the glorious being's.
I looked
around to ask the being what had happened and found that it had gone.
"No"
replied the being's voice from inside my heart and mind. "I am not
gone. I am inside of you.
Now, please
take me into your physical world and don't forget that I am YOU-inside.”
I sat up in
my bed with a start. My body was drenched with sweat and my
mate was sleeping beside me.
"It was
just a dream after all," I thought.
"Oh,
but what a glorious dream!" came the now familiar inner voice.
Fortunately, it was still responding to my every thought.
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