The
Mutative Pulse is Unpredictable
The pulse is deeply, deeply
unpredictable.
It appears to be logical, in a
way. That is, the pulse is something
that can appear to be very normal and consistent.
It‘s a pulse, after all. You can have a pulse that‘s set at a specific
beat. The 2/14 happens to be the Channel
of the Beat. It can seem very logical as
a pattern.
And then all of a sudden, whoosh,
something happens.
It's
called mutation.
This mutation, what really annoys
the collective is that it is this mutation that is the for-mat of
the driving force
of what our
direction is, and
not just the
direction of the individual.
But ultimately, as it moves out
into the Sphinx, it is, in fact, the direction for the collective as well and
the collective can do nothing about it.
The moment there is mutation,
everyone has to adapt.
You
adapt or die.
It's just the way
it goes. And
if you're not
equipped to adapt—dinosaurs are
a good example—you
pe-rish.
It‘s why the collective is always
very, very wary of the individual. I‘m a 43/23; I've been through a
21-year, three seven-year
cycle process of
trying to introduce
something new to the collective.
And the collective is deeply,
deep-ly, deeply resistant.
It‘s why the 43/23 is most
often referred to
as the freak
by the collective because the
collective is very,
very wary of
ac-cepting its potential genius because if it does, the rules change.
New patterns
have to be
investi-gated, new experiences
have to be taken in, old patterns
and old experiences
don't count any-more.
So, in
essence, individuality brings
this very,very dynamic
force and yet, at
the same time, there's no
guarantee it‘s there.
Think about mutation.
The most interesting thing about
indi-viduality is that
the biggest part
of its reality
is what it doesn't know at any given moment, and cannot know at any
given moment.
And therein leys the dilemma in
every single individual gate, that dilemma of uncer-tainty.
The
Uncertainty Principle
There is a wonderful principle,
the uncertainty principle. I can sort of
deconstruct it and rip it apart—the uncertainty principle in individual
activations.
We‘ve seen that if you've got a
logical activation, it points to a real fixedness there.
You‘re really into things, which
means that there
are other things
you're not paying
attention to.
If you've got
that abstract there, it
means that there
is this instability,
this drive to move on, even though you may not be
finished with something; again, the potential ―this and that of any of these
processes.
But when you're looking at the
mutative activation, what is there is uncertainty.
So think about that, think about
any individual activation. Take the 2nd
gate as an example, which is all about direction, knowing the direction.
So, you go to the 2nd gate and
you say to
the 2nd gate, ―I‘m lost, where should I go?
And they
go, “I don’t know.” ―Yeah, yeah,
but please give me your best guess. “I
don’t know. I
don’t.” The
person walks away.
Fifteen minutes
later, in the
pulse, between the pulses, comes
the mutation and
the 2 suddenly
remembers, or suddenly
realizes where the direction
could be.
They have
no control over
that, no control
over the timing of that. They don't.
Every single individual aspect is
uncertain until mutation takes hold.
Now, of course, the mutation
doesn't have to be some kind of grand mutation.
That mutation taking hold is what, within individuality, we call
knowing.
And the thing to recognize about
knowing is that knowing
has an existential
appearance.
In other
words, it literally comes out of nowhere.
Think about the not-self dilemma.
You have a logic person and an individual and an abstract being.
And you've got the three of them,
and you're asking them to make up their mind about something.
You've offered them a job or
whatever the case is and you
want them to
make up their mind and you‘re
asking them now for their answer.
So, the logical person looks at
the pattern of it, it looks at what kind of work it is, it looks at its own
relationship to that kind of task, whatever it may be, it looks at the possibility of what that can be
like to do that over a period of time.
It lays out the pattern. It thinks about its basic security, and it
makes its decision, and it makes a logical decision based on its detail, based
on the facts or whatever its relative facts happened to be.
The
abstract person goes back into their own experience.
They look back at simi-lar kinds
of things that they have done.
They look back at the way in
which they felt about those things. And
based on that feeling, they will say yes or no to whatever it is.
And then the person who is
offering the job turns to the individual and says, ―What about you? and
the individual says, “I
don't know.”
And the
person says, ―You have to make up
your mind now because I can't wait any longer.
We have to do this now. And the individual says, ―I don't know.
The collective ones on either
side look at the individual as if they're nuts.
What do you mean you don‘t know?
You must have an idea; well,
that's abstract.
What do you think?
No, that‘s logic. The individual doesn't know it doesn‘t
know.
It can't make up that it
knows.
It can‘t do the logical
thing.
It can‘t do the abstract
thing.
It has
nothing to base
its knowing on, only
if it‘s there.
And of course,
the collective does
not grasp this. It doesn't.
To think things through in order to make up your mind is
so logical.
To muse over things in order to decide is so abstract.
The individual can‘t do that. It‘s simply, ―I don't know. I don't know until I know.
So what
that means is
that every single individual
aspect—and there's an enormous
amount of individuality in
anybody's design because it is the largest
of the circuitries—is to
recognize that in every single one of those aspects is a brake, like a brake in
your car.
It‘s a brake that holds that
aspect back from functioning correctly, because it cannot function, it cannot
operate correctly until it knows.
Otherwise, it is uncertain.
For somebody like me who is an
individual and a knower, in my ordinary life I say, ―I don't know much more
often than I say ―I know.
Because this ―I don't know is
simply that there is no direction.
That‘s the point. There is no direction.
The real transition comes going
back to the foundation of what this is all about, that is, Strategy and
Authority.
Because the moment you enter into
something correctly, the knowing
is inherent in the
system.
In other
words, it is
correct action, and through the
continuity of the
vehicle and the
way in which
we operate holistically, this is a healthy and correct thing to do and
you're not going to have this dilemma.
But, it
becomes so uncomfortable
for the not-self that carries individuality, always pretending that they have made up
their mind.
This is what happens to
individuals.
Individuals become
pretend-collective.
They pretend that they‘ve
actually worked it out as pattern, or they look back into their own
experience.
But
this has nothing to do with knowing.
The
3/60: Melancholy and Depression
The other
thing is that
when you're dealing
with a 3/60,
because you are
dealing with individuality, you're dealing with another element here.
You're dealing with the
element of the
chemistry of indi-viduality.
That is,
the pulse car-ries
an energy that
can be best understood by
most people, par-ticularly
not-self, as melancholy.
That is, as sadness. It is a highly creative energy.
It is the
energy of the muse.
And in the
same sense of the muse, it is not some-thing that
one can control.
You cannot control it. It is there when it is there, the creative impulse is there when it is
there. And when it‘s not
there, it is
simply not there.
This chemistry in the 3/60, this
melancholic chemistry, this creative chemistry, it is only in
the 3/60 that
there is the
potential for depression.
And it‘s a depression that if it
takes hold, literally can move through the whole vehicle.
And again, this is when the
pressure of the homogenized world to conform brings the deepest devasta-tion to
the individual spirit.
The whole
thing about individuality
is that it
cannot follow the
collective law.
If it follows the collective law, nothing new will
ever emerge.
It‘s why it‘s very difficult to
influence people who are individual.
It's not that they are stubborn
and that's built into their design.
It is not that they are deaf and
that is built into their design.
They are helpless
in that because
they are not
intended to be
easily influenced.
In this way
we open up
the possibility for
the emergence of
true mutation.
But it
means that if you're not-self, the way in which you‘re going to
interpret this ―not knowing, and
the fact that
it carries with
it this potential
melancholic depressive energy, is
that you feel lost.
Think about somebody who has the
3/60 and they've got an open Heart Center and they feel
so deeply unworthy.
They‘re always trying to prove
themselves to other people. They‘re always trying to get other people
to be
impressed with them, for other people
to see that
they're really terrific
and useful and
whatever.
And they don't really know and they have something
that comes in their direction and some-body says to them, ―I would really like
you to do this thing.
And what that person is really
asking them is to be a cheap, abused slave.
And they do not know.
And there is this sadness that is there in
them.
And that
undefined Heart Center,
because it's going
to be the
key to the
way in which their
mind is going
to make decisions,
that Heart Center
is going to
say, ―I have to say yes to this job to show them that I'm really worth it.
And I've made up my mind. I‘ve looked at the past and I've looked into the future.
And then they end up doing something that is absolutely horrendous.
And I've made up my mind. I‘ve looked at the past and I've looked into the future.
And then they end up doing something that is absolutely horrendous.
And they
hate it and
they become more depressed.
Wherever I
look at the BodyGraph, it doesn‘t matter where I
look, I can point to places that can make you suffer so much.
Every activation, every line,
every color, every tone, every base, it doesn't matter what the configuration
is.
The moment you lack awareness,
the moment you don't operate correctly, you are not-self and noth-ing is going
to truly work for you.
And the
fact that you
are sad and
depressed and feel
unworthy, your response
to that isn‘t going to be operating according to your Strategy and
Authority.
You are not-self. The response is going to be whenever,
psychology, drugs, get deeply me-dicated, take a new training, follow a guru;
it goes on and on and on and on and on instead of just being able to sit back
and to enjoy the ride.
How beautiful it can be. ~ Ra Uru Hu
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