Liykose (like-ose) or (lye-kose) - Lyran - Male 5D
SANDY SPEAKS: I am really concerned about Jason.
We have been back from our
experience on the Mothership for three days now, and Jason is either depressed
or obsessed or both.
He has not worked or meditated or
even mentioned the twelfth floor.
I think he blames himself for the
Arcturian sending us back.
I have told him many times that the
Arcturian had begun his transmission saying that only humans could unlock the
3D Matrix, but Jason will not listen to me.
All he does is mutter, “What are we
supposed to let go of?”
I would like to tell him that he can
begin by letting go of his bad mood, but I don’t think that information would
go over well.
What I did say was, “Why don’t you
go over your notes again.
Maybe you can find something there.
You can give me another
presentation,” I tried to say with a smile.
All he did was grumble, but he did
go back to his notes.
I could not take it anymore, so I
left the house to do some errands for work.
I needed a break from Jason’s bad
mood so I also went to lunch and a movie with a girlfriend.
It was a good distraction and served
to help me find my center again.
It is wonderful to be so very close
with someone.
However, if that someone is in a bad
mood, you feel that mood as if it were your own.
Being out of Jason’s space for a day
greatly assisted me to get back to my self, and I guess it was good for him too.
With no one to complain to he
finally went back to his notes to see if he had missed anything.
His mood was far too bad to
meditate, but the intellectual endeavor served to focus his mind.
Hence, when I walked in the door, he
was in a much better mood.
“Hi Hon,” he said with a smile.
I think he had actually taken a
shower and eat a bit of food. “Are you ready for my presentation?”
With a great sense of relief, I
happily set down before him at our small kitchen table.
“I am ready for your presentation,”
I said with a smile.
“First,” Jason began, “I want to
apologize for my behavior over the last few days.
As you know, I thought it was my
words that made the Arcturian send us back.
Finally, I realized that a being of
such a high resonance as the Arcturian would not be reactive in that manner.
Then, I had to look at my self.
Why was I taking our return as some
sort of punishment, which made me take a long, uncomfortable look at my
childhood.
“I was very sensitive as a child and
when I got my feelings hurt, which was often, I shut everyone out.
Since I shut everyone out when I was
a child, I shut you out as an adult.
This realization brought me to my
first answer to the question that has obsessed me of what do we need to let
go of?
When you walked out the door and
left me alone with my own misery, I went into deep sorrow.
“I could not understand why until I
realized that I had totally closed you, my beloved and very best friend, out
just as I had shut everyone out when I was a child.
Well, that was my first answer to my
question about what to let go of.
I don’t know about others, but I
need to let go of isolating myself when I become upset.”
At this point Jason stood up, walked
around the table, pulled me to a standing position and gave me the longest,
deepest hug I had ever received.
I could feel that he was trying to
suppress crying, which made me cry instead.
Jason held me even closer, which I
did not think was possible, and said, “I have been realizing that there are
many things I need to let go of, but I will NEVER let go of you.”
We stood in the kitchen, with our
messy house around us and Jason’s papers spread across the kitchen table and
hugged for so long I thought we had become one person.
“We are one person in two bodies,”
Jason said in response to my thoughts.
“I know,” I said. “That is why I had
to get some space from you so that I could get back to my center enough to help
you.
I am sorry I abandoned you when you
felt too awful.”
“You do not need to apologize,” said
Jason. “There are still some things we have to do on our own.
One of these things was my need to let
go of the illusion of separation.”
I pushed back, gave him a long kiss
and said, “It sounds like your presentation is ready.
I am all ears.” I sat down and
motioned for him to do the same.
With the first smile I had seen in
three days, Jason sat down in front of me and began his presentation.
“Oh, do you want some coffee?” Jason
said with a smile as he pointed towards the coffee pot he had been living off
of for three days.
“No Sweetie,” I said. “But I will
fix you some dinner after your presentation.”
“Good, I need that.” He smiled and
began his presentation, which was much different from his first one.
“Once I had my realization about my
old habit of isolation, which is the first of many behaviors and old coping
mechanism that I will let go, I remembered how my research had said that
separation was an illusion of the third dimension.
We believe there is separation
because we can only see the dense energy of physical matter and not the higher
frequency energy that connects everything physical.
“I then had an image/memory of our
brief walk through the Mothership and the meeting room for the Arcturian’s transmission.
I was so in awe of that experience
that many details went straight to my unconscious.
However, when I let go of my
self-pity, the illusion of separation from my higher SELF disappeared.
I instantly went into a deep trance
and remember, re-experienced, every moment on the Ship.
“I remembered how Mytria and Mytre
were wearing separate humanoid forms, but they were not separate because I
could see the energy field connecting them.
In fact, I finally remembered what
my physical brain had forgotten.
I remembered that while we were
there, I had full access to my fifth dimensional consciousness and perceptions.
“In fact, my love” Jason said as he
looked at me, “I can see that you are remembering that now too.”
I smiled with excitement in my face,
but said nothing, as I did not want to interrupt him.
Jason read my mind, again, and
continued.
“While in my higher consciousness,
all my perceptions were different, expanded.
No one and nothing was separate
because I could see all the connecting energy fields.
I think I forgot that experience
because my 3D brain could not compute such a unique experience.
However, once I had released my
childhood coping mechanism and realized that I had used it to separate from you
I had a burst of immense sorrow.”
“It was wise of you to leave, as I
went into deep sobbing that my male ego would not have allowed in the presence
of another.
I guess I need to let go of
that male ego, as well.” He said with a laugh.
“Don’t release it all,” I replied.
“It is sexy when used for certain purposes.”
We both laughed, then Jason returned
to his presentation, knowing that it would be interrupted if we didn’t
change the subject.
“Go on,” I said. “This is making so
much sense to me. Your memory is igniting mine.
I have been so concerned about you
that my 3D brain forgot those details too.
“Yes,” Jason continued. “In order to
remember these higher dimensional perceptions we need to be in a higher state
of consciousness than our physical brain can compute.
In other words, we need to let go
of the limitations and illusions of our third dimensional thinking so that we
can connect with our multidimensional thinking.
After my last three days of being
totally lost in the physical, I realize just how difficult that letting go can
be.
“Therefore, we need to let go
of anything that interferes with our ongoing process of expanding and
maintaining a higher state of consciousness.
At first I could not think of
anything that I needed to let go of, and now I understand that we need
to let go of an entire way of life.
“In fact, we need to let go
of the third dimension!”
“How do we do that?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” he said. “But if we
want to ascend, we need to find out.”
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