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There’s a lot going on right now
energetically.
There has been a lot going on for
many weeks, and there will be no sign of letup throughout this summer.
Energy waves that are pulsing
everybody are pushing people into all sorts of areas in themselves.
The opportunity is
expansion, but sometimes the story that accompanies what
precedes your expansion is difficulty, fear and extreme fear has come up for
people in the last few weeks at a whole new level.
If you think about how we work as
energy systems, what happens is if we have an opening in our heart or in our
mind, it immediately starts affecting all of the other areas.
This is why we’re never a finished
canvas.
The shamans talk about life as a
journey on a spiral path and the Z’s have often spoken to me about the energy
of the spiral within all of us.
So sometimes you don’t feel like
you’re at the top of yourself or your higher self, but what tends to
be happening in those moments is that you’re simply going elsewhere in
yourself, into an area of you that is perhaps a little tighter.
And it’s often in response to an
opening that you have just had or are having.
So this is where the mind’s ‘self-talk’
around judgment or around assessment becomes very, very benign the more you
open up.
It’s the gift of opening up, because
it helps you see so clearly the minds limited thought patterns – which I know
I’ve talked a lot about the last few months.
But this opening energy is why many
of you will be entering into mental confusion right now.
The mind cannot grasp this new way
of being as it is unlike the past, where we used the external structures in our
world as a way of experiencing things,
So, for example, many people believe
that they needed to have a marriage or a partner in their life to experience
great love and intimacy.
It’s true and it’s untrue.
On the one hand you could say that
the great partnership will allow someone the safety and the holding that they
need in order to really open.
But you can have that with a taxi
driver in any given moment, and that reality is actually the better truth for
our world that we can all learn to open up to.
We are being both forced to open up
and we are choosing to open up right now, so what’s happening is all of the
structures around us that used to be the way we opened are
literally dying because they can no longer sustain themselves.
They were there to help us open and
to feel, and now we are at a place as a planet where the speed of opening is
ferocious.
So those structures are starting to
disappear as they are no longer needed.
So many people worry about the thing
they’re losing in their life and want to hold onto it as they believe that if
‘it’ goes away, they won’t be able to feel what ‘it’ currently brings to them,
and of course this is an illusion of the mind.
This is the ‘self-talk’ I’m talking
about.
Because how does your mind possibly
know what the future holds?
The mind is always referencing the
past, where your safety and expansion is concerned.
In my own experiences in the last
couple of months I’ve gone through, many of the themes of the energy
forecasts have arisen for me during the month (because they affect me also).
At these times I often remember, “Oh
okay, this is what’s going on”.
As the intimacy in your body, your
heart and in your way of relating with the world starts to increase, so too do
some of the shadows and the fears that you maybe hadn’t previously experienced
or seen.
So this is why working with your
body on a daily basis is going to be vital for balance at the moment.
So I’m here talking to you guys
through a camera lens right now, delivering this forecast which is part of my
current function/role in the world.
But what I can do during the
delivery of this, is I can just stop talking, (long pause and Lee looks at
camera) and as I stop the talking, it’s even easier for me to open my heart and
to feel my body.
I’m not saying that the words are a
problem or that you can’t open your heart through words.
Because the truth is, in so much of
our society, the heart opening takes place because people’s words give others
permission to feel.
So for example, some people in a
relationship will go deeper in intimacy when they hear the other person say “I
love you” to them.
It’s not a bad thing and can be a
wonderful thing, but what I’m saying is, investigate where and how you
give yourself permission to feel this month.
Investigate where you say, “Oh, I
can be happy now because I’m not working.”
Investigate working, and see if you
can bring the same happiness that you feel when you’re not working into your
workplace.
There will be two things that may be
a barrier for you in this:
1) Your own
patterns; your own patterns of behavior, and the way that you move through your
work and what you’ve learnt to do that is still running the show rather than
authentic presence.
2) The
openness or resistance levels of other people.
You can tell when you are, shall we
say, pushing someone too much with your intimacy or openness.
Because they will react in a way
that will recoil, pull back from you, or need to slightly push you away.
So for example, if I am
being too much for someone on a heart level, they will recoil.
If I meet someone that I’ve met once
before and I’m happy to see them again (because I remember them), I may go
to embrace them, and often in doing this, you’ll feel the person go , “Ooh, um
- then they will shake your hand or they’ll embrace you, but they’ll just
kind stiffen up a little bit.
Or step back from you because they
weren’t expecting or ready for such openness.
This is what I mean when I talk
about being an intimacy leader (see June Forecast).
Because the truth is that all of us
would rather have a connected world.
We would all rather have connected
experiences with each other.
But we have been taught to segment
that in our society.
We have been taught to place that
framework of intimacy into our family relationships, our best friend, our
lover, our employer, people we employ.
However it works for you; whatever
the frameworks are, what you will be starting to recognize is that your own
personal frameworks are starting to disappear.
So invite yourself to transcend the
old frameworks of safety.
That’s quite scary.
Because if you start removing the
framework where you knew it was safe to feel, you suddenly have to tell
yourself it’s safe to feel all of the time.
And this can push you through dark
night of the soul and it can push you into incredible bliss.
And what tends to happen previously
is we needed recovery time for these levels of intimacy to enter our bodies.
So after intimacy, you might
have a moment where you say to yourself ‘I’m feeling quite overstimulated, I
just need to take 10 minutes out for myself or take a day’.
What I’m suggesting is that most of
us now, especially those of you watching this and interested in and
experiencing energetics in the way that I talk about them, it really doesn’t
need to be a day-long recovery process.
Maybe even as recently as a year ago
you needed that, but what you will find now is your own patterns or your own
mind will say “I’ve been burning it hard for six days so I now need to recover
otherwise I’m in danger of overdoing it or being over-stimulated.”
The thing about the energy waves
that we’re using right now on the planet is not only are they here to open us,
but they are here to enhance and support everything we’re doing.
So you can stay open for longer than ever before also.
So you can stay open for longer than ever before also.
Yes, everything is going on faster
around us.
But we also engage with what’s going on around us energetically – we aren’t separate from it.
And so when we get over the fear of that speed and we get used to what’s going on at the speed level, we realize we have more stamina than we’ve probably ever had in our lives.
And so what you can do by opening to the energies around you, is you can start to let them in the body.
But we also engage with what’s going on around us energetically – we aren’t separate from it.
And so when we get over the fear of that speed and we get used to what’s going on at the speed level, we realize we have more stamina than we’ve probably ever had in our lives.
And so what you can do by opening to the energies around you, is you can start to let them in the body.
Occasionally, like the person I just
demonstrated who slightly recoils from my big embrace, occasionally we will
recoil and we will stop.
And we will feel that in the body or
we will hear a story in the mind about why it isn’t safe to open right now.
If you try and look at the details
of your life right now and the story of your life and what is going on in the
framework, I promise it won’t make any sense.
That’s going on for everyone.
If you try and access what’s going
on for you through only ‘the mind’ now, you’re going to either process some
emotion out of you, (which can be good and can be useful to a certain degree),
but you’re also going to get confused.
It’s not going to feel tangible.
It’s not going to make sense.
This mental part of you has got
very, very small as the rest of you have expanded.
And so this is why you have to now
reference the energy in the body as a starting point.
So that’s why I was saying if I just
stop talking to you all, and stop the words and take a moment to just see how
am I feeling?
(Lee stops and looks at camera)
How is doing this affecting me?
Am I still centered in my
interaction with all of you – which I do experience as an interaction, even
though you’re represented by a camera lens , I can kind of feel you all – how
centered am I still feeling?
And finding your center is a dance
and it’s an art and, for want of a better term, it’s a discipline.
I don’t like the word discipline
when people put judgmental or heavy connotations on it, but there is a truth
around disciplining yourself to have a routine of checking in with how am I
doing?
How am I doing?
What is the mind saying to this
idea?
Probably ‘well I haven’t got time to
check in with how I’m doing because there are so many people around me in
need/things I need to do’.
Yes, but those people and
things need your center, not your chaos.
The world is chaotic right now and
it will continue to be so for a while.
People are suddenly in shock that
everything is changing around them faster than their minds can comprehend, and
faster than they realized their emotional body was going to have to keep up
with.
This is because for many years the
emotional body has been put in the backseat of the car and the mind has been
driving.
Well, now the emotional body is at
the steering wheel, which is very scary at times.
Because those of you who drive, know
that you don’t want to be driving in an emotional state.
But your emotions are getting
clearer so you are safer to drive in a more sensory way.
So that’s why it’s important to just
regularly keep coming back into yourself, your body and calming down, because
as I mentioned, the resistance to opening more inner feeling will be twofold
- either your own barriers or the collective.
If I was standing here trying to do
this forecast with 10 angry people standing behind this camera, all furious, it
would be very, very difficult for me to do this the way I’m doing it now.
Because their barriers and energy
levels would be strong. So understanding that is part of your energy
mastery.
We in the self-development world
,and I include myself in the group that went through this (about 10-15 years
ago in my own personal case), we’ve had a fairly hard and judgmental set of
language and rules applied to our expansion.
So things like;
- you’ve got wounds,
- you’ve got resistance,
- you’re judging,
You know, if you really dealing with
those energies they’re heavy.
So if you then start adding those
heavy words and energies to your process it can be very useful if you’ve
ingested low self belief, heaviness, abuse energies.
If that’s your story, heavy words
toward yourself can be the very thing the catalyses the original energies back
out the body.
But there comes a point when you
have to go, “you know what, I’m here on the sometimes crazy planet where
there’s all sorts of stuff going down.
Spirit tells me and I understand
through my higher self that I’m supposed to be here right now having this
experience and that we’re all supposed to be having this experience”.
To let your human self be
kind to you.
What’s important to understand is
that part of our experience right now is human and spirit combined.
So there will be moments when you’re
dropping back into your human story and looking back through the life of your
human story, not because you are in resistance or being remedial as some people
like to think, but because we all came to earth to be human, to have an
earthbound experience as human beings, and as we are moving forward, we’re
cleaning up behind us.
And looking over our shoulder can be
part of that process.
In the same way that when you leave
an apartment and move house you have to coming clean the house behind you, it’s
the same process.
So just use that idea as a guide if
you’re catching mental judgment in yourself.
I keep talking about this judgment
each month, which surprises me, but I get that the reason I’m talking about is
it’s coming up strongly in people.
Also trying to figure out the mental
confusion won’t help you.
Because where we’re going does not
have the same parameters and the same structures as what we come through in the
last 10 to 20 years.
So if you’re trying to solve the
future using your mind, you’re going to have a very, very limited experience of
what your future is.
If you go back into your heart, go
back into your spirit, go back into your body, you’re going to be able to feel
the expansion.
That is the way to feel the
future.
It’s interesting that even with a
lot of the chaos that we are experiencing there is an enormous, enormous
abundance right now energy on the planet that will allow and catalyze your opening
to higher degrees than ever before.
One of the things that people have
traditionally wanted to do is place their energy in doing. It’s how we’ve been
trained and it’s how we’ve been shown the energy can circulate.
There is something very different in
being.
(Pauses for a while and looks at
camera)
That was being (Laughter) and now
I’m back to doing.
There is also something about
people’s anger toward the world events right now that is often based in, “We
don’t deserve this, how dare they?.”
This won’t help what you might want
to call “the good fight”.
So those people who are using their
anger consciously around abuses they’re seeing going on in the world and being
the voices towards that, that’s a great thing.
But when you’re just pointing the
finger, it’s only going to just bring you down.
What you have to look regarding this
anger at is the part of you that wasn’t capable of expanding beyond the lesson
that you went through.
All of us have had things in our
lives that we found incredibly painful and incredibly difficult.
But, at the end of the day, we’re
alive and we really don’t know for how long.
Any of us, any moment – bang! – we
can go.
I talk about that a lot because I’m
called to talk about that a lot.
And what I’ve come to understand is
it’s one of the greatest keys to awakening.
If you can start to understand that
this life is a gift from moment to moment, it helps you divorce yourself from
some of the entitlement and attachment that we have been trained to think we
should have around our lives, what should happen.
Life is a crap shoot, for want of a
better term, and that may annoy some of you that I said that.
Because I get that your belief is
that we have a way of directing the energy of our life, and I subscribe to that
too.
But, within that direction, there is
also a randomness and spiritual symmetry to our lives that is way beyond any
human ego desire or belief about what you can or can’t do.
So the final thing to say and to
some of you who are going, “Well, that spiritual idea of life all sounds very
well, but isn’t that selfish at the time that there is this turmoil going on
over here, and we need to stop this, and the world is doomed etc etc.”
Those things you are now seeing in
the world have been going on for years and years and years and years.
And the difference is we are now in
a period where they are coming to light.
So this is what I mean about once
you see something you don’t like, if it activates you, great – walk towards
being an activist there – but at the same time understand that we can’t control
it, we don’t have to feel guilty about it.
Any of these lower energies used in your being a voice for change (anger, despair, frustration) will
not help you fight the good fight.
This is to those of you who are what
I would call the freedom fighters in the area of things going on globally and
ecologically.
But the other thing that is true is
energetics.
In the same way that it would be
difficult for me to have 10 angry chaotic people behind the camera and not feel
them while I’m trying to feel up and out in order to communicate with all of
you, it’s the same in life.
This is where your boundaries are
going to be important.
You can generate a lot of positive
energy.
And positive energy amplifies darker
and denser energies and makes them start to lift.
Which is why some people will be
resistant to you, if you’re too much for them; if you’re too heart open with
them, it’s not your place to get angry with them that they’re being honest with
you.
They are saying to you (through
their action), “I can’t go there right now.
I don’t have the support system in
my life that when I leave you, I can keep integrating this heart
opening.
So I’m just going to shut you down
and do this a little bit.”
Trust that and trust them for
knowing their limits at this moment.
We’re all here having our own
experience, but one thing the Z’s always talk about is the perfection of our
own evolutionary spiral.
When you get rid of the density and
the judgment that you’re personally carrying, by keeping your body as aligned
as you can however that works for you and clearing out old emotional/mental
issues that are still haunting you, you will loosen and open.
Also by training yourself to not pay
attention to the mind and to see it’s limited thoughts, you to let it start to
loosen its grip on what your future direction is.
At that point, you come to live in
this part of your energy field and evolutionary spiral.
You’re no longer like a headless
chicken just following the minds whims.
It takes time to come into that
space because it can feel isolating at first, especially if others aren’t
meeting you in it.
But this is why it’s so important to
choose for where you’re going.
And to choose and check in with
yourself every moment – how am I feeling?
Who am I now?
So for example, my challenge while
delivering this forecast to you guys would be if I checked in with myself and
my body felt awful, I should really probably just walk off camera and say I’m
not doing these any more.
Now, that doesn’t feel true for me
right now, but if it did, that’s what I have to follow and have to trust that,
without knowing what the future would hold.
When you can surrender that much to
what’s going on, then the potency of not only your own experience of life
starts to come through, but this energy system that is so innately intelligent,
far more intelligent than our mind, will move us to the place to dispense our
energy and to give and exchange our energy in the places we are supposed to
that will then lift the world, raising the vibration of the planet.
It is not always easy and there will
be days when you don’t feel very raised.
But, it’s the truest and most
possible height that you can attain right now.
So the reason that so much is
crumbling in the outside is to get you to align with the inner.
But then what many of you will be
finding is when you are aligned with the inner, the outside flows.
So that’s all from me this month.
I’m going to take a break in August from the forecast and a few other things
and give myself some reset time and be travelling as well.
So this is the last forecast until
September.
If you want to continue to engage
with the way I teach what I offer, we have just launched The Portal which is a
really fantastic online membership group.
It contains a forum, a monthly
recording from me – this month, at the moment, its ‘Dreams and You’ – and also
video and audio from experts such as, this month, Tom Lescher, the YouTube
astrologer and Wendy Kennedy, the channel.
They have both given exclusive
content for Portal members.
And finally, a live Q&A session
with me; which was awesome on the first one we did last month.
It’s an hour and a half with me
answering any of your questions live online and also doing about 45 minutes of
the Z’s answering your questions - which was fantastic.
So if you want to join The Portal, you
can find all the details here - and that’s where I’ll be in August
if you want to continue to connect with me and my energy work, and if not I will
see you guys in September.
I’m coming to England in
a couple of weeks.
I can’t wait to do those events, so
hope to see some of you there.
And of course, the Facebook
page has daily quotes so you can have daily inspiration.
Just search for my name, Lee Harris.
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