At about 3:00 am I woke up suddenly
and heard in my head, “I just had a dream of ascension.”
However, I could not remember how it
felt.
Of course, I then had to go to the
bathroom.
When I came back to bed, I tried to
remember the feeling again, but I was distracted because my body was so hot.
I was not a hot night, and the heat
came from inside, not outside, of me.
I lay in bed for a while feeling the
intense heat inside of me.
Eventually, I fell back asleep.
In the morning, I remembered the
experience, but I still could not remember how the dream felt.
Fortunately, I had an acupuncture
appointment that day and determined to remember the feeling of my dream then.
When I was on the acupuncture table,
it took a while to return to the dream, but gradually I began to see myself in
what looked like a cloud.
I was in an upright position with my
hands pointing down, and I was slowly rising upwards.
However, after just a short moment, I felt a tugging sensation on me feet, which stopped my upward motions.
I realized that there was something
that I had to release.
I didn’t know what that was, nor was
that important.
All that was important was that I
had to release it so that I could continue my ascension.
Therefore, I took a long breath and
told myself, “Let go!”
Instantly, I returned to my slow,
but steady ascension upwards.
However, it was not long before I
felt the tugging again.
This time I knew what to do. I took
a long breath and said, “Let go!”
Again and again, I had to let go,
never even knowing what I was letting go of.
I only knew that ascension was most
important, and I had to continue.
Eventually, I began to rise faster,
and the tugging greatly diminished.
It was then that I saw something far
above.
Controlling my excitement, I
patiently… and I don’t do patience well… continue to float in an upward fashion
towards the unknown.
Thoughts drifted through my mind,
but I could easily ignore them, and I began to feel the euphoria of the higher
dimensions.
My form began to tingle, my heart
opened and my Third Eye became focused on the blurry object above me.
Eventually, all thoughts were
released, and my emotions were only a sense of expectation and wonder.
The tugging had stopped completely
and the letting go was constant.
I was living in Surrender, and it
felt natural.
I felt a light emanating from me,
and my body felt extremely hot.
Then I saw a light from above, which
was like the dawn coming through a dusky morning.
As I moved closer to the light, the
object above me became increasingly clear.
It was an orb with a face, which I
could not recognize as the light was too bright.
As the face came closer and closer,
I still could not recognize it, but I KNEW who it was.
I was I.
It was the face of my SELF.
As I went about my week, I remembered
that ME, but I could only when I could “let go” of the drama, confusion,
traffic, unpaid bill, etc. etc.
I was not difficult to let go, but
it was very difficult to remember to let go.
The dream made it very clear the
there are myriad choices that we must make within every moment of our life as
to where we decide to place our attention.
If we choose to place our attention
on that which disturbs our peace in any fashion, we are lost to the Face of our SELF and sink into the
dramas and dissonance of 3D life.
I wish I could say that I am totally
changed and that I no longer place my attention on that which upsets me.
But that would not be a true statement.
To be honest, with myself and with
you, I would have to say that I have taken the challenge to live that dream.
Therefore, I am more conscious now
of “being tugged by something,” but often I become aware of that only after I
have fallen into it.
On the other hand, when I can
instantly choose to let go and live in surrender, I am completely conscious of
my ability to choose the life I am creating.
The energies leading up to today
have been VERY intense, fast, confusing, disruptive AND transformational.
Our Soul has been calling us, while
our ego has been tugging at our sleeve.
Our process of ascension has begun,
and like all processes, the most difficult part is breaking free of the inertia.
Therefore, we have to do something
different every day.
My father used to always say, “Study
long, study wrong.”
He also said, “Do something, even if
it is wrong.”
What he meant by that is that we can
get stuck in trying to always be right.
If we make a mistake, if we focus on
fear, again, it is OK.
The important thing is that we catch
our self eventually!
It is our ego who wants to always be
right because our Soul resonates beyond all polarity.
Hence, there is no right or wrong.
There is only action.
It is through action that we learn,
and we are learning as we go.
WE are creating our ascension! AND,
we are creating it NOW!
p.s.
I had completely forgotten I had
written this.
In fact, I had forgotten I even had
that experience.
I write this now to remind us all
that we must have patience with this process of ascension.
Impatience creates anger and anger
creates fear.
Then, fear lowers our consciousness
and puts our ascension process on hold until we can return to love… unconditional
love!
The path of ascension is paved with
patience.
We are accustomed to thinking in
human time, but we are actually leaving time.
Therefore, thinking in any “time”
binds us to the third dimensional paradigm from which we are trying
break free. In fact, “trying” also creates anger, which lowers our
consciousness.
Many people have asked the
Arcturians, “What can I DO to facilitate my ascension?”
The Arcturians always give the same
answer of, “Do what you love!”
Love is an action of letting go
because love is based on faith and surrender.
If we cannot surrender into our
love, it dries up for lack of our constant connection.
Those of you who are in a loving
relationship with any being… husband, wife, children, friend, animal, garden,
job, creative project… know that you must keep your heart connected to that
love in order to maintain it.
In the same manner, we must keep our
heart connected to our ascension process.
It is helpful to write down your
ascension experiences, as they can be forgotten in the struggles of daily life.
Then one day when you are feeling
like you have never had a “real sign” of your ascension you can stumble on a
dream or a meditation or a brief moment that you experienced years ago to
affirm that your ARE ascending.
Then you can learn patience.
Furthermore, just as you need to
spend “time” with your loved one, you will remember that you need to spend time
with your SELF in a place or situation that you LOVE.
This is what I am about to do.
I love being in the Redwood trees,
so that is where I am going.
I do not know how much I will post
on the Blog, as Internet is usually poor.
However, I will send you all my
unconditional love and the FEEL of being in Nature.
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